My hands trembled as I pulled my phone from my handbag on the passenger side floor. The screen was cracked in a spiderweb pattern, but it lit up. Thankfully, there was still one bar of signal.
My finger slid to the top of my contact list, to the name that broke my heart just to see: Dorian. My partner. My leader (Alpha). For three years, he'd been my partner in name only. He'd never cared about me, never been attentive to me; there wasn't even a trace of love between us, and I was the only one constantly trying to make him see me.
The phone rang twice before his deep, impatient voice pierced through the static. "Evelyn. I'm busy."
There was no "hello," no warmth whatsoever. Just a statement of fact. Anything I did was a nuisance, an intrusion to him. Tears welled in my eyes, hot and shameful, mingling with the cold raindrops dripping from my hair. "Dorian, I was in a car accident. My car...it's total. I think I broke my leg." My voice was so weak I could barely hear myself.
There was silence on the other end of the phone. For just a second, a blank, fleeting second, my heart skipped a beat. I allowed myself to hold onto hope. I imagined his alpha instincts being triggered, his protective rage, and the anxieties befitting a partner.
Instead, I heard a woman's voice in the background, sweet and affected. "Dorian, darling, is everything alright? Leo is starting to throw a tantrum."
Sloane. Of course, it's Sloane.
Dorian's voice softened and deepened, a tone he had never used on me before. "It's nothing, sweetheart. Just a moment."
That casual term of endearment hit me like a punch to the gut. He returned to the phone, his voice hardening once more, each word dripping with impatience. "Where are you?"
I described the road, the old oak tree split by lightning, my voice hollow and weak. "It was the wanderers, Dorian. They forced me off the road."
"Don't exaggerate, Evelyn, that's childish," he scoffed. His dismissive tone was like a slap in the face, scattering the air from my lungs. "Send me your location. I'll have pack warriors come pick you up."
"Aren't you coming?" These words were forced out of my mouth as if torn apart, weak and wounded.
"No," he said coldly, his tone leaving no room for argument. "I have to pick up Sloan and Leo. Her car is in the repair shop."
A mediocre excuse. A simple errand, yet more important than his partner lying bleeding in a ditch after a potential attack. The bond of companionship, once a warm tie to my soul, now felt like being doused with ice water. The pain in my legs was insignificant compared to the agony in my chest.
"I understand," I said. My voice suddenly became clear and cold. The tears stopped. That pitiful hope was extinguished, replaced by something new, hard yet fragile.
"Very well. Don't cause any trouble when they arrive," he commanded, his tone leaving no room for argument. Then he hung up the phone.
I stared at the off screen, the silence in the car broken only by the incessant patter of rain. He didn't even ask if I was alright. A low, guttural sob escaped my lips, more like an animal than a human. My inner wolf, the creature he had ignored for three years, whimpered in my mind, sharing my pain.
My fingers clenched. The phone was my lifeline, but it no longer led to him. Not anymore. I scrolled down my contact list, past his name, to find the number I should have called first: Hanna.
She answered the phone after it rang only once. "Evie? What's wrong? I can sense your panic through the pack link!"
My resolve crumbled. I told her everything.
Hannah was silent for a moment, and I could almost feel her anger trembling through the phone. "That son of a bitch," she roared. A gamma warrior's voice, the very essence of a pack enforcer. "He left you there? For her?"
"He will send soldiers," I whispered.
"You are his mate! He actually entrusted your life to that pack of strange wolves! I'm only five minutes away from you. If those wanderers are still lurking around nearby, I'll tear them to shreds. Then," she added, her voice dangerously low, "I'll have a good talk with our leader."